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I don't mind just sitting down here in the lounge with my laptop and Iphone. I wanna be that idiot that woke up at 3:45am this morning, slapped on make-up on my face and reported to this lounge with my huge Samsonite luggage and cabin bag at 5:50am ... and then go back home. REALLY, I WANNA BE THAT IDIOT.
Even if scheduling side rosters me for a flight now to Rome, Seychelles, Venice or even Maldives, I don't want. I just want to go home to my family, boyf and friends. I need the flight back home so badly. I've already bought presents for my love ones, and in fact, have already packed them all into my luggage two days ago. I had to fucking remove them from my luggage last night and re-pack it for this airport standby. How upsetting is that you tell me??! I have never pack a luggage till this way before and it was really saddening. Having to unpack the presents and putting them aside when they are supposed to be in there for my flight back home tomorrow.
Please oh please, don't do this to me. Don't activate me and don't don't don't pulled me out from the Colombo-Singapore flight tomorrow morning. You've already given me hopes since last month when I checked my roster. Please don't take it away from me now. I don't have any flights back home next month, please don't take it away from me. Okay, the only flight that I can be activated from is the Singapore-Melbourne-Singapore flight. That's the only one please. I feel as though I'm a stalker now. Stalking the flights that are upcoming and scheduled from 6am-12pm. I am also refreshing webpage that has my roster like every 5 minutes to see if it is updated and if my Colombo-Singapore flight is taken away.
OHMYGOD, this is so torturing. I have been here typing so much and it's only 7:50am??! And I'm sorry to sound really absurd but I hate this woman here at the standby lounge. I know she is just doing her job but whenever she opens her mouth means she got nothing good to say! She will go, "ATTENTION GUYS, XXXXXXXXXXX, Staff number XXXXXX you are activated...." WTF. I so wanna type her mouth! I will seriously cry if she calls my name! Okay not really physically cry but I swear in my heart I will be crying so hard so hard.
Okay enough of rants. I will now sit here, pray really really hard that I'm not activated. Please pray for me as well k, God will bless you.
XOXO.
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